Effort

Long time, no write I know. I wish I weren't remembering to write feeling so frustrated. Today, I've felt like there are some things I can't win and that it's a losing battle. I think along with a couple of other things I just felt upset, well a little bit teary. I'm not feeling as bad now, I try to remain positive. I keep telling myself that if I put the effort in, it has to pay off. I can't handle the alternative which would mean it's not in my control. I've just got to keep going.