Tonight I am feeling angry, not sure if angry covers it or in fact overplays everything because if truth be told, this 'anger' is probably nothing more than pent up frustration at the things in my life that I don't like. I don't want to go into it anymore here but I am fed up with a couple of things and more fed up because I can't really do anything about them.......I need a plan. I need to do something but is now the time? My eyes are sore and my voice has gone (not because of yelling or anything like that but because of the cold) and I am feeling incredibly broke, so I don't know if I have the energy, but what I do know is this: I have to do something or I'm not going to sleep. If it wasn't so cold and dark I'd go for a walk (and also if I didn't have a cold)
I am completely limited in what I can do about all this. I really am. A windfall would help the situation amazingly. In fact, not only could some more money alleviate the problems/frustrations, but solve them. Now I know they are probably no worse than usual but a couple of things have bleeped me off today and it's making everything seem worse.
I just need to sleep. But that isn't going to happen anytime soon so I just need do something to wind down.
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